5th decade hellscape
Nothing to show for
Wasted a brain
Wasted the pain
Wasted the blinding
Excruciating flash
Of insight
Nothing to live for
Nothing to die for
Nothing to live for
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Incubus of fear
Heavy on my chest
Nova bursts of thought
Tearing through the dread
Sleepless
Hopeless
Mindless
Timeless
Nothing to live for
Nothing to die for
Nothing to live for
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Sunrise detestable
Alas not left behind
Enveloped by darkness
In bright starlight
Where to go from here
Havent got a fucking clue
Nothing to die for
Nothing to live for
Nothing to die for
Nothing to live for
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing